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i love dmitry's big black cock [27 Mar 2004|11:31am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | The living end- whose gonna save us? ] suuuuuuuuuuuuuuup? homies? well yeah so last night was fun. I went to the mall with DMITRY. KRISTEN. RAT. Laura, Alonso, Jason, Steve, Claire, Casey. and FALLOUT. But first after school Kristen and Dmitry came over and we all hung out at my house like we usually do. And this time i think i had a really good time hanging out with all of them. I feel so comfortable around Dmitry. I mean usually when i am around guys i get all nervous and stuff like that. But when im around him i just feel so comfortable. theres no need to impress him or anything. So then when we came we ate TACO's dude. i had NOT ONE, NOT TWO, BUT NINE! taco's. And then i had some cupcakes my mom made us kids. there sure were good. After that we got ready to go to the mall. My aunt came and picked us all up with my mom and then we went to pick up Rat and his kizzer. Then we went to the mall and i bought a NIRVANA t-shirt. It;s wicked hott. byyyyyyyyyyyyyye <33 of suck

im so horney, thats ok my will is good =) [25 Mar 2004|08:37pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Nirvana- Frances farmer will have her revenge on seattle ] suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup? <333 homies? ahh right now im waiting for tyler to call meeee. Im so fuckin hyper right now. well today was fun. I Finally got to go back to school and see KRISTEN and DMITRY <333!!!. i have mucho work to make up man. Anyone want to do it for me =)? pppsssshhh. yea right i wish. So i went into school this morning and i found no Kristen or Dmitry =(. Awww man i sucked cock badly. Then finally DMITRY came in. oh man. i missies him and kristen so so so much. So then i gave Kristen a wicked HUGE hug! it was perty and orgasmic. Then Kristen and Dmitry walked me to my locker and i got my things for the day. and then we went to Dmitry's locker and got his stuff. and then we went to Kristen's locker and get her stuff. After that me and dmitry left kristen and he walked me to my homeroom. Modern European History- I had two fuckin periods of this fuckin bullshit. But when i got there the kids and teachers brought us breakfast yummies. aww man i totally went all out. i had 3 big bagels. 2 donuts. and like 10 munchkins. im such a pigggg. but thats A ok. Then we all watched "The Hunch Back of Notre Dame". That movie is sad =(. Math- we didnt really do anything but take notes. and i got to eat SWEDISH FISH. Biology- we did apsolutely nothing but watch the little anal buddies in my class present there projects. Lunch- Hung out with 4 INCHES, KRISTEN, AND DMTIRY. there like the greatest things since sliced bread. hehez. im sucha dork. Chorus- i felt like i was going to pass out so i went to the nurses office and just hung out there for a little while. Study- talked to Jessica and Jerricha about SEX. and all kinds of shit, and how she knows people that have fetishes for woman who sneeze. weirdo's. ^_^- finally school was over so i met up with Dmitry and Kristen. we walked around the school and then went to detention w/ dmitry. After that i gave dmitry i ride home. and here i am now lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvva <3333 of suck

i love the fishes cause there so delicious =) [24 Mar 2004|08:21pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | mindless self indulgence- faggot ] sup homie? well today was ok i guess. i didn't go to school because im still pretty sick from that medicine i had to take. So i got up around like 9:00 A.M. and i just layed in bed for a little while. Then i got up and i went outside to see my la madre. She was putting on the new sn. So then i went inside and i layed in my mom's bed and watch some eem tee vee music videos. After that my madre made me BLUEBERRY MUFFINS! they were so yummy. But i ate to many so i got a tummy ache ::rubs tummy::. After that i went online for a little while and i made another account on Neopets because some little dickhead found out my password and changed it on me. So while i was playing i talked to Fe for a little while and we talked about how were both pretty ooooobsesssed with NEOPETS <33. After that i got really bored so i decided to watch GRIND again. BAM MARGERA IS MY HERION! i wuvviez that movie so so much <333. After that i decided to paint my nails and i ate some Pasta Salad. Then i went into my room and got dressed and cleaned my roomie. After that i thought Dmitry was coming over to visit me, but he couldn't because he had an orthodontist appointment. So then alli came online and me and her went for a little walk around the neighborhood and talked and stuff. Then when we came back we went over my house talked to some people on the computer and then went into my room and layed down on my bed. But then all of a sudden one half of the bottom bed collapsed to the floor. oh no =/. it sooooo scary. Then me and alli went over her house and just fooled around and beat eachother up. After that me and my madre went to casey's <33 house for a little while and hung out there. Then i came home and i talked to alli. Then she called me back and i went over for some ICE CREAM cake for Sarah's birfday. hehe. then me and her went into her room listened to some music and looked at old yearbooks. good times. after that i left and i came home and i turned on the radio. and i started to cry. they were playing the song tyler asked me out to while i was lying on his bed. with his arms around. i just broke down and cried for like 20 minutes. it was horrible. but i think im ok now. well im going to get going. good night my poopy sicle of anal burning goodness =) of suck

GOOD BLESS AMANDA PAQUIN 1987-1984 [24 Mar 2004|09:08am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | misfits- we are 138 ] hey kids. well umm yeah this is going to be a short entry i have been sick for like lets say 5 days. and i haven't been in school all week. i hope im going to tomorrow. alls i've done is stay home and watch movies. But yesterday sucked ass. Amanda Paquin passed away. I never ever met her but i feel bad for my good friend Zach who seemed very close to Amanda. God Bless you Amanda. with all my heart i do have to say it was not your time to leave us. You were so young, and just getting ready on the journey called life. But in other better news me and Jen are going to go see "STORY OF THE YEAR" April 24th @ Lupo's on the Strand. I can't fuckin wait its going to be soooooooooo awesome. I'm ordering the tickets today. YIPPEE!! well im going to get going bye bye kids GOD BLESS AMANDA PAQUIN 1987-2004 of suck

Pop a Dilly Dilly [21 Mar 2004|07:35pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | something corporate-Punk Rock Princess ] hey hey guys i know i haven't updated in a while but im going to start off with Friday night. Friday Night- Kristen and Dmitry came over right after school and we hung out and stuff. We layed in bed/wrestled with eachother and talked. Then my aunt called and asked if Me. Kristen. My mom. and. Dmitry wanted to go to the movies w. them to see "Dawn of the Dead". So of course we did. But on the way we picked up JOE!. When we got there FALLOUT was there so. my mom and aunt went to go and see "Mystic River" while us kids. went to see "Dawn of The Dead". I kind of liked it. It could of been a little better but oh well. After the movie we took Kristen,Joe, and Dmitry home. Then i got home. took a shower. and went online and went to bed. Saturday- I woke up got dressed and packed for a weekend at Kristen's. Before i went there i went to KFC to get TWISTERS!. There the shit. I got to kristen's and we ate our Twisters and watched "The BreakFast Club" I <3 Molly Ringwald. Then we straightened eachother's hair and watched some eeem tee vee. After that we went for a walk to Ricci school. It was cold as a motherfucker. We stayed there for like fifteen minutes and went back. When we got back we went on the computer and did stuff and listened to music. Then we went for another walk. When we came back home we left for Kelsey and Ben's. When we got there it was so much fun oh man. Sarah and Kevin came over a little after. We wreslted and pranked call people's Houses. TOM!. Then Kevin wrote "Exit Here" with an arrow rright about Ben's ass crack. Wicked funny. Then around 11:30 we left and went home. We got home and Kristen went on the computer for a little while and i went downstairs because i was so tired. Then kristen came down and we looked at old pictures and stuff. After that we went to bed. Sunday- We woke up at like 9:30 and got dressed for church. We went to 10:30 mass. After that we came home and kristen cooked us Breakfast. It was yummy. I had Eggs and Toast. Then we went to her Grandma's and hung out w/ LILY and NIKKI. After that we left and when we got to kristen's house my mom came and picked me up. i went home and took a shower and here i am now. Oh Jesus (oh Jesus) I love you (I love you) Oh Jesus (Jesus) I really love you (I really love you) ::bird noise:: I went to the park today and I saw my friend Jesus he said, "Hey man, do me a favor throw me a beat cause I'm your savior," Ok Jesus check this out, I worked on this, day in day out, "Ok bust a beat before I make you smell my feet," I chill with my boys in the park and read stories like Noah's Ark, I look at the clouds and what do I see my brother Jesus drinking a 40, Man was I surprised I shook from my knees, to my thighs so what more can I say.. you are my brother he's cool like ice and hot like summer. Oh Jesus (oh Jesus) I love you (I love you) Oh Jesus (I really love you) I really love you ::bird noise:: "Yo man that was weak, my grandma has stronger beats, shes chilin like a villin, a willin to go hillin, pop a dilly dilly, check out that skillin, now u better leave before theres a killin, don't even try fillin my penicillin."   Man Jesus that was killa, you can even out rap Ben Stilla, I know some people down in Cali, You know I'll hook you up, It's mowie wowie, You ever need anything just give me a call, I'll be there for ya'll. Oh Jesus (oh Jesus) I love you (I love you) -Kristen Lisa Caffrey   bye bye guys 1 comment|of suck

[18 Mar 2004|07:15am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | alkaline trio-we've had enough ] I HATE YOU 1 comment|of suck

[16 Mar 2004|06:22pm] 1. X-Men 2. Rocky Horror Picture Show 3. Memento 4. Little Mermaid 5. Fellowship Of The Ring 6. The Butterfly Effect 7. Silence Of The Lambs 8. Home Alone 9. Aladdin 10. Hannibal 11. 10 Things I Hate About You 12. The Wedding Singer 13. Spice World 14. Natural Born Killers 15. Casper 16. Hook 17. Edward Scissorhands 18. Benny and Joon 19. Wild Things 20. Weekend At Bernies 21. Scream 22. Scream 2 23. Scream 3 24. Texas Chainsaw Massacre 25. Billy Madison 26. Being John Malcovich 27. Nell 28. Powder 29. Mulholland Drive 30. Return Of The Jedi 31. Basketball Diaries 32. Look Who's Talking 33. Matrix Reloaded 34. Amelie 35. O 36. Titanic 37. Carrie 38. Airplane 39. 28 Days Later 40. Legally Blonde 41. Austin Powers 42. Ever After 43. Signs 44. Two Towers 45. Return Of The King 46. Mighty Ducks 47. Little Shop Of Horrors 48. Swing Kids 49. Zoolander 50. Fast And The Furious 51. Beauty And The Beast 52. I Know What You Did Last Summer 53. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer 54. Sound Of Music 55. American Beauty 56. Terminator 57. The Patriot 58. The Wizard Of Oz 59. Killing Mrs. Tingle 60. The Family Man 61. 9 Months 62. Face Off 63. Just Married 64. Cast Away 65. Cruel Intentions 66. Starship Troopers 67. The Rock 68. Shallow Hal 69. The Goonies 70. Bring It On 71. Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory 72. Gone In 60 Seconds 73. The Matrix 74. SLC Punk 75. The Lost Boys 76. Never Been Kissed 77. Clueless 78. Bruce Almighty 79. Crazy/Beautiful 80. Fight Club 81. Girl, Interrupted 82. One Hour Photo 83. ET 84. Batman Returns 85. Hellraiser 86. Halloween 87. Trainspotting 88. Thirteen Ghosts 89. Seven 90. Serial Mom 91. A Clockwork Orange 92. Jay And Silent Bob 93. Armageddon 94. Mrs. Doubtfire 95. Monkey Bone 96. My Girl 97. Lord of the flies 98. Romeo And Juliet 99. Children Of The Corn 100. Dead Alive 101. Halloween 102. Happy Gilmore 103. Alice In Wonderland 104. Nightmare Before Christmas 105. 8 Mile 106. Liar Liar 107. American Pie 108. American Pie 2 109. Eyes Wide Shut 110. Cinderella 111. The Ninth Gate 112. Donnie Darko 1 comment|of suck

[16 Mar 2004|05:08pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | System of a Down ] Led Zepplin Alice in Chains Unwritten Law Rage against the machine Ever clear Nirvana Aero Smith Lost prohphets Eve 6 X? Avril Lavinge No Doubt David Bowie Rammstein A Perfect Circle System of A Down My Chemical Romance Iggy Pop and the Stooges Taking back sunday Hot Hot Heat   of suck

im rick james bitch [15 Mar 2004|11:32am] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | the starting line- the best of me ] hey kiddies whats up? right now i am personal finance class. yeah and im not doing anywork. woo hoo! well this weekend was pretty fun. Friday Night first Laura called me and wanted to know if i wanted to go with her to the mall. and of course if someone invites me to the mall im going to go. So then i asked my mom and she's like yesh. fuck yea. so after that my mommy bought me and kristen KFC it was very yummy. Then we dropped kristen off and my mom drove me to Laura's house. When i got there she was waiting for her mom. Which is my aunt. Then her cousin Ashley came and we went over to my aunts friends house chrissy. After that they drove us to the mall and Laura and me went into Torrid so she could get a new outfit because after the mall we were going bowling until like 11. So she got this wicked cute stripped black and pink topp wih black pants. oh man =). After that i went down to hottopic and i got a pin that says "Yeah im cute" i love it. and i got these rainbow colored shoelaces for me shoes. They look wicked hott now. After that my aunt dropped me and laura off at bowling well Rock and Bowl this was going to be my first time bowling. When we got there we met up with Claire and jer friend Kim. After that Laura's friend Matt showed up. and then Dave came and then Jason came. It cost us like $116.00's to bowl for two hours.and i hear that this child matt likes me. do i care. uh no. i have tyler. Saturday Night i went to the hockey game at umm Smithfield Ice Rink. It was The north providence cougars against. the buriville. and of course we won! 5-4!! tonight is the game at umm the pawtucket ice rink you should go!   #18 is Stevers! of suck

someday your gonna find a way [13 Mar 2004|12:03am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | pennywise- mrs. robinson ] hey kiddies well today was fun. But my week sucked ass. First like the whole me and kristen weren't talking because of reasons that i will not say in here. i was wicked pissed at her. but i mean i hope everything is good now. her and tom broke up =(. i feel wicked bad for the little duck because he really liked kristen but i dont think she saw it. Well thats ok, he find something better than her anyways. no offense kristen. English- umm Jen said i looked cute today and that she wanted to do me up the bum with a strap on. And alls we did was read our little school books and yell at eachother randomly whenever it got bored. Math- I Lauren Alexandra Smith took a math quiz and actually passed it. I was so proud of myself <3. Personal Finance- me and jeff talked about green anal beads.and DAVE came back today. yayz! i miss talking to him alot. And then Mike let me play with his wittle duckie. it was so cutiez. Modern European History- umm we took a quiz on a map. and i did wicked hott on it surprisingly. Lunch- I sat with Melissa, Jen, and Justin then Fergy and Cory came over to talk to us. Justin kept taking my fries. big meany head =(. Biology- Mr. Africo had like a stick stuck up his ass today or something. idk. he seems kind of shady to me. Chorus- of course we sang. look i will sing the song for you now is the time to follow the wind and walk alone and a star will show the way above the clouds beyond the sea and now is the time now and farwell you taught me well you brought me strenght you showed the way i will not forget you like and eagle i soar above the clouds i well spread my wings and fly into the sun like and eagle i race above the stars then after school i was looking for kristen and dmitry. and i finally found kristen. and when i found kristen i found joe and stevers. and then steve opened the door really hard and it hit me and my elbow almost started bleeding =(. So then me and kristen met up with Melissa and we walked around w/ her for a little while. Then i called my mom and missy's cell and she came and got me and kristen. Then i got home and my moms like laura wants to know if you want to go bowling and to the mall. im like hell yea. so i think kristen was mad but i never ever get to hang out w/ laura. so i got ready and then my mom dropped me off at there house. Then we went to mall. me.ashley.aunty patty. sam.laura. and chrissy. Laura got this wicked cute pink and black stripped shirt. and a pair of pants. And then i went down to hottopic and i saw billy.alli. and mike. aww man there wicked great. and i got these pretty little rainbow shoe laces. i love them so muchers <3. After that aunty patty took me and laura to rock and bowl. oh man now i can't say i never been bowling. oh well. thats ok. it was a fuckin blast it ws me.laura.dave.matt.jason.kim.claire.and eric. i didnt win because i suck really bad =(/.oh boy the shoes there are wicked hott. i just wanted to take them home w/ me. then we got hungry so we ate French Fries and Chicken Fingers. And then we left. later kiddies I <3 Tyler James Paul Roselli =) i hope everything you say is true. of suck

survey cunt monkey [11 Mar 2004|04:22pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | Wheatus-Teenage Dirtbag ] (T) i never have been drunk (T) i never have smoked pot (F) i never have kissed a member of the opposite sex (F) i never have kissed a member of the same sex (T) i never crashed a friend's car (T) i never been to japan (T) i never rode in a taxi (T) i never had anal sex (F) i never have been in love (T) i never had sex (T) i never have had sex in public (T) i never have been dumped (F) i never shoplifted (T) i never have been fired (T) i never been in a fist fight (T) i never had a threesome (T) i never been snuck out of my parent's house (T) i never been tied up (sexually) (T) i never been caught masturbating (T) i never pissed on myself (T) i never had sex with a member of the same sex (F) i never been arrested (T) i never made out with a stranger (T) i never stole something from my job (T) i never celebrated new years in time square (F) i never went on a blind date (F) i never lied to a friend (T) i never had a crush on a teacher (T) i never celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans (T) i never been to europe (F) i never skipped school (T) i never slept with a co-worker (T) i never cut myself on purpose (T) i never had sex at the office (T) i never got married (T) i never got divorced (T) i never had children 1 comment|of suck

in school ::sighs:: [10 Mar 2004|10:22am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Incubus-Megalomaniac ] hey kiddies right now i am in school. it sucks yeah so yesterday was fun. i went to school of course and umm i talked to stevers and dmitry and there not going to do the talent show so i am kind of upset about that. after that i came home and dmitry and kristen came over and we hung out and guess what? kristen dumped tom. shes so stupid. i mean sometimes i dont get her even though she is my best friend. in my opinion i think that what she did was the most stpid thing she could of ever done. Shes's never going to find anyone like tom in her whole life. So then my mom took kristen and dmitry home. ::oh man::. After that i came home and i tried to do some of my homework but it didn't work out. Then kristen imed me and asked me if i wanted to go with her to the basketball game so i said ok. her grandma dropped her off and then we ate supper. William and Alexandra came over with there madre and pops for supper. And my mom made this really weird Haiwiian wedding cake. but it was yummy. Then William walked me and kristen to the basket ball. it was so cold outside. and then when we got the DMITRY was there. so that was fun. We walked around to the front of the school and hung out with this kid and watched him skateboard. it was funny to watch lmao! "Slip Slap Pally Wap"! Then me, kristen, and dmitry walked back to my house and hung out in my room for a little while and listened to music. then tom imed me ands all depressed and crying because kristen broke up with him and i feel really bad for him. because i dont think she sees how much tom really does like her. well should i say love her. ::awwww::. Then we went into the parlor and watched the tube. After that kristen mommy came and got her and dmitry. I then took a shower and got ready for bed. Then guess who imed me Tyler. I talked to him for a little while. and it looks there is going to be a little light at the end of the tunnel which makes me happy ::blushes::. I get to talk to him on the phone today. yippee!. im so booooorrreeeddd....... oh man at the end of april there is going to be a concert at URI w/ Something Corporate and Yellowcard. I <3 both of them. Me and Kristen are both going to try and go. It's going to be so much fun. And i might be going to WARPED TOUR! thats going to be hott. idk how im going to get there "anyone want to give us a lift" lol. hehez. Yesh so today i had two periods of modern european history w/ mr. paone and the student teacher dude. it was really boring and gay. but then he let me and alisha leave the room and walk around. hey to jen: thanks for sticking up for me in the comment you left. yesh i know sometimes i can be annoying and copy other people. but hey idk. i just dont think its right for people to leave gay ass comment like that in my lj. and they thing there all cool and emo and stuff. woo hoo! go them im so bored right now im trying to thing about anything i can type about. i think KRISTEN LISA CAFFREY should go back out THOMAS JOHN STEERE. but she doesn't =(. idy anymore. i mean tom is my bestest friend in the whole entire world and kristen just does not see how much he loves her. I mean the kid carved K+T into his arm and then put ink in it because someone told him that it would make a tattoo. and one of the reasons that kristen broke up w/ tom was because she wanted to be a kid and not have to have a relationship w/ some guy/ she just wants to be a kid and have fun enjoy her time she has now. But i think she should go out wiht tom and when she does she can still have fun. Tom is a great guy, and no if your thinking i like him i dont. I love Tyler. but i know tom, and tom is never ever going to give up on kristen. i <3 tyler the bells going to ring bye bye kiddies of suck

your the cutest grave digger i've ever seen [08 Mar 2004|07:41pm] hey cunt whats going down town? hehez well today was fun lets see Gym: We played Hockey in the Pit.  Very fun but very dangerous oh man =(. then after that i got my dick. fuck. shit. fuck. that sucked really bad. English: Alls we did was read this book called Killing Mr. Griffin and thats it. sucked major twat. Math: I actually payed attention today. i was so proud of my self. and i got a really good grade on my quiz ::blushes::. Stacie was so proud of me. yayz Lunch: Today i brought my own lunch in a cute brown littlez paper bag. what a dork i am. it was yummy. i sat w/ JOe and Krsiten they're the greatest thing since bolognay and ketchup. And then i bought a slushie for me and kristen and she spilt it everywhere. fuck. Personal Finance:  I worked on my project, and i got a 100! on it. In your face BIZNATCH then i listened to music on the computer w/ jeff.carl.eric.and mike. good times in there. Modern European History: Just took some notes on uber gay stuff that i dont even know what it is. argh! After school i hung out with DMITRY! and KRISTEN  for a little while. it was really fun. then i brought them home. thats it bye bye pimp   TITTIES and CUNTS! of suck

[08 Mar 2004|07:16am] HAPPY BIRFDAY JESSE! awww my jesse's growing up. =( ::tear tear:: of suck

murphy murphy darling dear [07 Mar 2004|09:23pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Pennywise-Fuck Authority ] Hey kiddies whats up? well today was fun. i woke up around like 9:30 and straightened my hair and listened to the radio. After that i got dressed and talked to jason and jesse for a little while. Then i ate Spear Ribs and Pork Fried Rice. it was yummy ::rubs tummy::. Then my mommy took me to smithfield crossings to get a new pair of jeans. when i went into PacSun and the cute kid there was all like hitting on me and stuuuuffff. wicked hot!! then i came home and did nothing   later gator <3 I <3 play dough of suck

...oh jesus i love you... [07 Mar 2004|10:11am] hey kids whats up? well yeah i decided to continue with this journal because this was my first one. =). Well i have alot to write about. im going to start with umm Wednesday- on Wednesday it was the opening night for the play at our school "The Bright Blue MailBox Suicide Note" it went really good i think. I got to hang out with JP, Joe, Kristen, and Melissa. Then after that i came home and hung out with kristen for a little while, ate mac and cheese and then she went home. Thursday-I didn't go to school i dont think because i was really  exhausted from the night before. So my mom let me stay home. i slept til like 10. then i got up and did apsolutely nothing except take a shower. oh man! Friday- i went to school and gave my kristen a big hug because i didnt get to see her thursday because im a bum and i stayed home from school. then after school me and kristen went driving around with joe and steve, and dmitry and i stayed after school to make up a quiz for biology. Then they dropped us off at my house and we had Subway! "Subway eat FresH". Then my mom dropped us off at school for the play that night. When we got there me and kristen walked with will to get chinese food next door.  When we came back i played Hacky Sack with Joe, and Jess. I Suck but thats ok =( Then it was time for me, kristen and joe to sell tickets. Then DMITRY and STEVERS!! came. woo hoo!! They rapped "Jesus i love you" for us. it twas fun =) Then after the play my mom came and picked me and kristen up and we went to mozzarellas for the cast party. EVERYONE! was there. Even DMITRY and STEVERS!.    \Then my mom came and got me and kristen and we came home and went to bed. Saturday- My mom picked up, Tom and me Kristen, and Tom went to Smithfield Crossings and hung out there for a little while. it was fun! Then we dropped him off and me and kristen came home, ate pizza. and worked on my project. Then i wanted to go to the hockey game but no. my madre and pops have to be dickheads and say no. Fuck! i <3 glue 1 comment|of suck

survey's are for posers...guess that makes me a poser [18 Feb 2004|05:48pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Wheatus-Teenage Dirtbag ] ______Your Life_______ [x] they call me: Lauren....or Girlie [x] sex: bi-sexual vintage bitch [x] my first breath of air: October 12st, 1988 [x] crushin: oh yeah [x] occupation: can i get back to you on that one... [x] best friends: Kristen/Tom/Alli-o0p a. Nay_______Rewind_______ [x] most memorable memory: the beachhouse with the crew [x] worst?: the time i stole and got caught.fuck! [x] first word uttered: not sure [x] first best friend ever!?: Alexandra Viola Rose Roux when i was 5 yrs old. _______Love?_______ [x] love is: ok. once you find that someone, [x] first love: i miss him [x] love or lust?: love [x] best love song: lots.crush. [x] when love hurts, you: cry your fuckin eyes out [x] true or false: [x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: my final answer is yes... _______Opposite Sex_______ [x] turn ons: (turn on game)- hair.arms. kissing. [x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: no [x] what kinda hair style?: long.dark.and straight. [x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: make me happy and love me [x] where do you go to meet new people?: it just happens [x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: Holler back youngin..pppsshh of course=) _______Picky Picky_______ [x] dog or cat: dog! [x] short or long hair: long [x] sunshine or rain: sunshine. [x] moon or sun: moon. [x] hugs or kisses: both are nice [x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: just one best friend "kristen" [x] summer or winter: summer. summer time [x] written letters or e-mails: written letters. [x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo.old school baby [x] car or motorcycle: car. [x] house party or club: house party. [x] sing or dance: both. its fun [x] freak or slow dance: <3 i love both _______Lately_______ [x] how are you today? i'm doing ok [x] what pants are you wearing right now? jeans [x] What shirt are you wearing right now? ae purple sweatshirt [x] what does your hair look like at the moment? messy. [x] what song are u listening to right now? Wheatus-Teenage Dirtbag [x] how is the weather right now? dark and cold [x] last person you talked to on the phone? chris and donny [x] last dream you can remember? i but raped toms computer [x] who are you talking to right now? kristen and chris [x] what time is it? 5:58 _______More About YOU!_______ [x] what are the last four digits of your phone number? 5411[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? Silver [x] have you ever almost died? yes =( [x] do u like the person that sent u this? i stole it because im a poser [x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? Courtney love-American Sweetheart [x] what's the best advice ever given to you? wait for when the time is right. [x] have u ever won any special award? no. [x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? stole from claires [x] how many kids do you want to have? 2 [x] shampoo? green.smells like apples. yummy. [x] what are you most scared of? spiders [x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 3. [x] do you have your own TV? yes [x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? yes [x] who do you dream about? people. clothes. and the wizard of oz. [x] who do you tell your dreams to? myself [x] who's the loudest friend you have? jesse [x] who's the quietest friend? none of them [x] Is cheerleading a sport? do you call shaking your poms poms a sport.nahhhh 4 comments|of suck

when i saw little nikki grind... [18 Feb 2004|10:55am] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Sugarcult-Bouncing Off The Walls Again ] hey whats up? yesterday was fun. Me and Kristen went to Emerald Square <3 Mall w/Tom, Jesse, and Fuzz. And i got a really cute t-shirt at hottopic that says "keep it real" and it has a nintendo controller at the top. Now me and tom can match, LMAO!!!. Then we went into the pet store and we were looking at all the cute little puppies and Jesse and one of the puppies fell in love...awwww how cute <3. After that we went up to the food court so that they could eat, because me and kristen ate as soon as we got there. After they ate me and Kristen went on the Carousel...it was fun. i guess. Then we just walked around and stuff. After that Kristen and i had to leave so we left and then when we got home we invited Chris and Billy over. Little handicap donny was suppose too to, but he didn't. So when they came over we just listened to music and ate food. Then we watched Jackass. Oh and while they were here billy brought this little stupid gun and kept shooting me and kristen with it. I have little welt marks ::ouch::. Then for the rest of the night me, alli, billy, and kristen all hung out and just goofed around. 1 comment|of suck

masturbating to a magazine [16 Feb 2004|06:13pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Foo Fighters- Darlin Nikki ] yeah kids whats going on? well those little dickheads that keep posting gay ass comments need to fuckin stop. yeah =/. So today was ok. i went to NewBury Comics and i got these awesome big, white sunglasses, they almost resemble the one Kurt wore in a photo once. Then i had oh so delicious Taco Bell...oh boy! After that Amanda picked me up and we went to Providence Place Mall and we were searching for her car for like an half hour. Then we drove over to Thayer Street. And we walked by these kids over by the Army Navy Surplus store and there screaming "change", "change", and then when i walked by he's like "don't ignore me" it was hilarious.=) now i can be myself with you... 3 comments|of suck

i'm addicted to you and its over [15 Feb 2004|01:13pm] Hey whats up? well yesterday really sucked ass. First off on friday it was Battle Of The Bands at Smithfield High Schoool. That was somewhat fun, could of been better, but hey what can you do. Then i came home and had my mommy's birfday party which was fun. AFter that kristen slept over and we fell asleep as soon as everyone had left. We woke up and got ready to go to the movie but tom and gary didnt end up going which kind of sucks. And now like gary hates my guts totally, because i told him to go fuck himself and i was just mad that i didnt get to spend valentines day with him thats why i said it. So now he hates me and it really hurts. Then last night i slept over Alli's house and alls alli talked about was boobs! it was so funny(boiled rabbit titties). Then billy came home and i hung out with him for a while. Me and alli went to bed and then i came home and here i am now writing in here. yeah faggot 2 comments|of suck

And i'll savor of moment of this.. [07 Feb 2004|09:31am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Murphy Lee- What da gonna be? ] yeah so...well yesterday was kind of a good day for me. First i woke up at like 6:30 =( and got ready to go to school. When i got to school i talked to Kristen and stuff and she gave me back my fallout shirt =). Then i had English first period so the whole period i had to read my book im almost done with it. After was math, and alls i did was draw and doodle, i hate that class with a major passion. Then it was personal finance with Dave. He's so retarded. "Where'd they get those computers, out of the fuckin dumpster" LMAO!! you had to be there. So then after that i had Modern European History and we took a test. It was somewhat easy. So then after that was Lunch..oh boy ::rubs tummy::. And guess who had the same lunch as me JOSH =(. So i didnt want to talk to him or anything. So he had this girl, im not sure of her name (sorry) come up to me and just drop the whole fight thing. When i told her that i hardly talk to him in the first place and i if did talk to him it wouldnt be about that. So she's like ok. Yeah so then i had biology and Chorus (Down by the river). So after school me and kristen had to go to Drama. I had gone to drama in a long time, but im glad i went this time. It was so funny. It was me Kristen, Melissa, Ashley, some kid JP and Joe. Well Jp and Joe decided to push the Janitors little cart thing around the school. It was so funny watching him look for it. Then we were all sitting on the floor in the back and Kristen came back from somewhere and i went to let her in and i hit her lip on the door so now she has a big lip, it was the funniest thing ever. Then i came home and had some left over pizza, and after that the actual real supper. Then i went to allis to talk to her about the whole josh and tom thing. And after that i hung out with chris and bill. what da hook gonna be? 4 comments|of suck

its 4'oclock in the fuckin morning [05 Feb 2004|06:03pm] (1) Your gender: Women. (2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight (3) Single?: Nope (4) want to be?: nope. (5) Your birth day: Octoba 12, 1988 (6) Age you act: depends (7) Age you wish you were: 17 (8) Your height: 5'2" (9) The color of your eyes: brown (10) Happy with it?: maybe...ok yeah (11) The color of your hair: brown with highlights (12) Happy with it?: nope (13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Righty (14) Your living arrangement?: mom and dad (27) Your family: huh? this survey skiped a couple questions (29) What's your job: none (30) Piercings?: just my little elf ears (31) Since?:i was a baby (32) Obsessions?: you =( (35) Do you speak another language?: nope, i want to learn german (36) Have a favorite quote?:"I only bought a computer to go online so i could get probed.anally." (37) Do you have a webpage?: no but i have a live journal DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it (38) Do you live in the moment?: nope (39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: wtf do u think ya old fart (40) Do you have any secrets?: yes (41) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes (42) Do you like your handwriting?: idk thats a gay question(43) Do you have any bad habits?: hmm..no comment (44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: you look nice today (45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: why me? (46) What's your biggest fear?: losing someone i love so much (47) Can you sing: i sure can i think i kind of sound like mandy moore (48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No. (49) Are you a loner?: nopers (51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: of course (52) Are you a daredevil?: sure am and proud of it (53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes (54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passive (55) Have you got a ?: ??? (56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strengths:not sure about that one (57) If you could change one thing about yourself? i want longer hair and a prettier face (58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love (59) How do you vent?: vent? (60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?:yes im a paranoid freak (61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: not really (62) Do you think life has been good so far?: i aint dead yet. (63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: . (64) What do you like the most about your body?: my tummy(65) And least?: idk i'd have to say my face (66) Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes (67) Are you confident?: sometimes. (68) What is the fictional character you're most like?:i dont fuckin know (69) Do people know how you feel?: most of the time (70) Are you perceived wrongly?: idk DO YOU... (71) Smoke? Nope (72) Do drugs?: nope (73) Read the newspaper?: if the headline is intresting (74) Pray?: nope (75) Go to church? yes (76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yes and it annoys me when they dont tell me who they are but they know me (77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: maybe.... (78) Take walks in the rain?: played in it (79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes. (80) Drive?: eh. i wish (81) Like to drive fast?: idk i dont drive HAVE YOU EVER... (82) Liked your voice?: yes (83) Hurt yourself?: nope (84) Been out of the country?: nope (85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes (86) Burped?: Yes (87) Been unfaithful?:not sure ask my friends (88) Been in love?: Yes (89) Done drugs?: yes (90) Gone skinny dipping?: fuck yes and i plan to do it again (92) Had a surgery?: nope (93) Ran away from home?: No (94) Played strip poker?: no but i want to...GARY!! (95) Gotten beaten up?: no way (97) Been picked on?: Yeah but i dont care what people say (98) Been on stage?: Yes (99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: nope (100) Slept outdoors?: Yeah (101) Thought about suicide?: yes (102) Pulled an all-nighter?: of course (103) If yes, what is your record?:2 weeks (104) Gone one day without food?: NO! what are u kidding me? (105) Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah (106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes (107) Slept all day? no why ruin a good day (108) Killed someone?: no way (109) Made out with a stranger?: nope (110) Had sex with a stranger?: im a virgin (111) Thought you're going crazy?: yes. (112) Kissed the same sex?: yup (113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope (114) Been betrayed?: Yes (115) Had a dream that came true?: Gary (116) Broken the law?: yes (117) Met a famous person?: No,but i hope i do soon (118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no (146) Stolen anything?: Yep (147) Been on radio/TV.?: nope (148) Been in a mosh-pit?: fuck yea (149) Had a nervous breakdown? yes (150) Considered religious vocation?:no (151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: nope (152) Bungee jumped?: No (153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes Belief (166) Believe in life on other planets?: yes (167) Miracles?: Yes (168) Astrology?: whats that (169) Magic?: yes (170) God? : yes (171) Satan?: no (172) Santa?: oh hell yea (173) Ghosts?: yes (174) Luck?: Yep (175) Love at first sight?: yes, gary (176) Yin and Yang?: my cousins? lol (177) Witches?: i am one (178) Easter bunny?:i own the easter bunny (179) Believe it' possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes (180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no u fag (181) Do you wish on stars?: no, but i did when i was a little kid for my selfish needs like the new power ranger ninja megazord LOVE, and all that (182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?:why would i? (183) Do you remember your first love?: Yes (184) Still love him/her?: no i got someone i never want to let go with (185) Do you consider love a mistake?: depends (186) What do you find romantic?: im not sure (187) Turn-on?: a guys voice and his hair (188) Turn-off?: when people fart alot, eh hem... (189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: no (200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i just got confused and dont feel like reading it again (201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Knowing someone. (202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: nopers (203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: no (204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i have no idea ask them (205) What is best about the opposite sex?:no idea on that one (206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:uncircumsicion (207) What's the last present someone gave you?: Hmm, lots of christmas presents (208) Are you in love?: Yes. (209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: yeah (210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy standing on the sidewalk?: i'd just walk right on bye WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON... (211) That haunted you?: No one (212) You wanted to kill?: kristen (215) That turned you on?: Gary (216) You went shopping with?: My mom (217) That broke your heart?: Tyler, not once but twice that fuckin fag (218) To disappoint you?: no one (220) To make you cry?: this morning (221) To brighten up your day?: Gary (222) That you thought about?: Gary (223) You saw a movie with?: Gary (224) You talked to on the phone?:Gary (225) You talked to through IM?: Tom (226) You saw?: Kristen (227) You lost?: idk (229) You thought was completely insane?: me! (230) You wanted to be?: some girl idk her name (231) You told off?: kristen (232) You trusted?: Gary (233) You turned down?: i dont know WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU (234) Smiled?: Today (235) Laughed?: Today (236) Cried?: This morning (237) Bought something?: i bought lunch (238) Danced?: this morning as i was shaking my stuff while dressing up (239) Were sarcastic?: Today (240) hugged someone?: umm yesterday (241) Talked to an ex?: im not sure (242) Watched your fave movie?: idk? never (243) Had a nightmare?: not in a while (245) Talked on the phone?: Today (246) Listened to the radio?:today 95.5 WBRU! (247) Watched TV?: Today (248) Went out?: today (249) Helped someone?: Kristen and myself (250) Were mean?: im never mean what are u talking about (251) Sang?: Today (252) Saw a movie in a theater?: Last Friday (253) Said "I love you"?: no one (254) Missed someone?: Yes Gary (255) Fought with a family member?: yes (256) Fought with a friend?: hell yes (257) Had a serious conversation?: sure did (258) Got drunk?: nope but i hope to soon (259) Had sex?: still a virgin 9 comments|of suck

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